Just Me...An Intricate Web of Thoughts: i love you

I have never thought that loving someone could be so complicated... In the olden days, (ignore the Shakespeare) it used to be easy.. (i think). i mean, u fall in love.. and be happy ever after. FULL STOP. ENd of story. But that's not the case nowadays. there's a lot to think about. And when i say alot..it's alot!! there's the

- does his/her parents like me?

- do i get along with his/her siblings?

- and to make things worse, are we from the same place/state?

- and of course the infamous religion thing.... i feel like the Indian "kasta" system. Date or in that case marry only with your people..

I am though speaking through experience..i have never thought that i would be in the same situation..i mean i used to think that LOVE was easy...be together, break up that sort of thing...not the "are we even allowed to be together" but nevertheless we ended up together. it's just one of those things that u just cant ignore u noe.. The feeling is so strong and dominant that i succumbed to defeat and followed what my heart tells me to do. And I know, we cant easily trust our heart to think for us...but L.O.V.E is a matter of the heart. so i THINK i was right to follow my heart..despite what people may say. It's my prerogative. >.<>

I love my boo a lot and i couldn't think of even 1 day without him in my life. He's the one who is always by my side, helping me though ups and downs, withstanding all of my tantrums, being patient with me, and most of all for loving me for who I am (i know its all cliche but its true) And for that I am truly blessed. I really hope that i wont wake up one morning to find out he's not a part of my life anymore. that would be unbearable. Just thinking about it makes me shudder and cry.

I don't know what will happen in the future but all i know is that my feelings are true. No one is perfect but to me he is perfect enough.